Change

They say the only thing constant in life is change. I think they are right, but just because it's constant doesn't make it easier.

I have been mourning (and when I say mourning, I mean crying, pouting around, and eating every terrible thing I can get my hands on) because of a recent change that has challenged my loyality, made me question things I felt and thought I knew, and just plain broken my heart. My dearest friend is gone from my daily life at work, and I just can't fathom how things could ever be normal again. I have been such a mess of emotions in depths I never knew existed and in such complex arrangements I can't begin to untangle them. I can't wait for hind sight to reveal the lessons to be learned from this unsavory experience.


In other news, I ripped off all my false eyelashes (it was painfully satisfying, like taking acrylic nails off) and my natural lashes are truely pathetic.

Also, against any of my better judgement, I will be running in a 5K on the 4th of July. I may not live to see the evening's fireworks....




"There are two things a person should never be angry at, what they can help and what they cannot" -Plato